Welcome to new life

this is my new life my dear friends..

no internet connection.

work hard..and still in soerenberg,..

Welcome to new life, jesse

Hello Tumblr!

Well, I just made my tumblr, even I still dunno how to make it. Just take a look here roadiwannakeepgoing.tumblr.com

Even I dunno to see how many followers we have..hmmm, but I love to post something on it.
I want the world know me, hehehe..

Maybe I will seldom write new blog here :( I will try to divide, okay :D
na ja, have nothing to say..
have a nice night :D

Btw, this is the last week of studying in this school. Then I'll work in Hotel Rischli, still in Soerenberg, but at least 20 minutes walking from this school :D
Good luck to me and you guys :D

Now I know, But Still Trying to Understand

Last night I couldn't sleep well. I was thinking. Why everything ends like this?
I was trying to think with his personality, his mind, and his opinion.
It took an hour to think and concluded all the things.
Why he hurts me?
The answer is because he is too kind, he is too nice, and he is too gentle to be a human.
He is the gentlest guy I ever met in my life.

He doesn't want to hurts two young girls at the same time.
Hurt his real girlfriend by having affair with me,
and hurt me by knowing that me only his runaway place.
He ended our relation like this cause he doesn't want dig that hurts in my heart deeper.
He doesn't want to make it worse
He doesn't want to make his girlfriend's heart break also

One of that girl must defeat
and he chose me to stay away from his life
It could be a difficult choice for him
and for me..

I'm trying to understand..
that.
he hurts me cause he is too nice..

And the recent news I've heard: school wants to kick him out from this school! NO WAY!

I STILL WANT TO HIS FACE, EVEN THOUGH HE'S NEVER LOOKED INTO MY EYES!!!