Now I know, But Still Trying to Understand

Last night I couldn't sleep well. I was thinking. Why everything ends like this?
I was trying to think with his personality, his mind, and his opinion.
It took an hour to think and concluded all the things.
Why he hurts me?
The answer is because he is too kind, he is too nice, and he is too gentle to be a human.
He is the gentlest guy I ever met in my life.

He doesn't want to hurts two young girls at the same time.
Hurt his real girlfriend by having affair with me,
and hurt me by knowing that me only his runaway place.
He ended our relation like this cause he doesn't want dig that hurts in my heart deeper.
He doesn't want to make it worse
He doesn't want to make his girlfriend's heart break also

One of that girl must defeat
and he chose me to stay away from his life
It could be a difficult choice for him
and for me..

I'm trying to understand..
that.
he hurts me cause he is too nice..

And the recent news I've heard: school wants to kick him out from this school! NO WAY!

I STILL WANT TO HIS FACE, EVEN THOUGH HE'S NEVER LOOKED INTO MY EYES!!!