I.have.no.idea.at.all

hmm. halo. I wish no one read this blog. but. if you read this. please don't spread it away. sssttt..just keep it in your mind..hehehe. thank you.

I have "boyfriend" here. in relationship. yeah, kind of. but. so complicated. why? because he has real girlfriend in his country.hmm. so. this is only for contemporary. don't care.

Not so many people know this relationship. only my closest friends. But. sometimes. when I talk together with another people. They talk about him. yeah. analysing people in here.

This is people's opinion about him.

" I don't say he's bad. he's nice. He is the person who wants a power." -- big brother--

" You know when I was in Certificate and I was in Pot wash, people always say I can plunge into the sink. Fortunately, I always in charge with him. He is very gentlemen, he washed all the things and I just dried it." --My roommate--

" If there's a team consist of sergei, lawrence, ernest, and him, it must be a dream team." --friend--

"ahh with him..(smile)" --little brother--

BUT. What he think about himself is contradictive.

" I'm a bad guy. You should search another good guy."

" You're a nice girl. You deserve get a good guy for you."

" I slept with many girls last year."

" See. Even in the public I look like a person that don't know you. How rude I am."

OK.  readers. even I still can see his good side in his bad side. so? I.have.no.idea.
Only 1 month left we're being together. In internship. maybe i will sleep with another guy. he will sleep with another girl. i.have.no.idea

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